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Baby Graves is due July 22, 2014. We were chosen!!!!! Holy crap!!!! 15 weekS and I get to take her to her appointments. ❤️

Just breathe in and out

So. Met with our lawyer today. A birth mom has chosen us to meet Wednesday.  Ahh! And top it off? She only wants to meet us. If she likes us and we like her we'd be parents around July 22. Lord help me Wednesday cause I'm gonna be a nervous mess. One step closer to ok. Keep going. 

There she goes...again..

So a birth mom has chosen us as a potential. She wants to meet us. So next Wednesday we meet. I'm already a nervous wreck. Have to keep reminding myself I'm me and that's enough. I'm an AWESOME person and mom to be. Just be myself. And pray. And eat chocolate. Maybe some wine...:) kidding. It'll be ok. Whatever's gonna happen is gonna happen there's nothing I can do to change it. Woooosaaaaaa. Side note: February is exactly 9 months we've been 'pregnant on paper'....

And the walls kept tumbling down

Truck is getting a new motor this week...just now dropped off the adoption application for the new birth mom case...here we go again. I freaked, shook it off and we carry on. As my daddy said, I'm a wilson I can do anything. Damnit. ❤️ Thanks to the kind words Jessica. You're the only one besides my parents and Jim whose up to date. ;) she chooses next week so here we go! Woooosaaaaaa

Rain rain go away

I don't think I can do this anymore. 

Jim's truck broke down...costs so much to fix...looks like my nest egg is gone already. Got another potential situation today...twenty thousand dollars...I just can't. I don't know if my shoulders can carry more. Just can't. Today is a broken day.