countdowns countdowns...

I swear when it rains it pours right..? Our birth mom called yesterday to tell us her roomate told her that she was leaving her husband and J has 2 weeks to get out. *sigh* This girl can not win. Soooooo I have been on the phone all day with our lawyer trying to find SOMEthing. I mean I cant allow the mother of my daughter and her 6 year old be HOMELESS. ugh. So I posted in a group on Facebook of women who have been affected by adoption, etc. One wrote me who is only 10 miles away and asked for all the details and wants to meet me and is thinking of opening her home to J and her daughter!!! I am praying hard for this. She needs a home, I need to find her one, and it has to be soon. So heres to hoping..J is a sweet girl. I just think she had no one to direct her...and I worry about her once we are out of the picture. I worry where she will end up. Where her 6 year old will end up. Shes such a sweet girl...so naive...she deserves so much better than she has and i am tryig to get her to understand her worth. I am trying to help her as much as she is going to affect me. I see how it is hard to let go of the birth mom...this person who is giving us life...but she is going to have to be able to stand on her own two feet and I hope she can. I pray she can. 
The Bio dad signed his consent..so in seventeen more (seems like forever but its going fast) weeks we will meet our girl. I want to touch her. I feel this NEED to have her in my arms. crazy? maybe. I feel such love for this tiny being who I have only seen on a screen. She has no clue that she is becoming the center of a very happy home. What a blessed girl she is going to be. Monday we get to see her again...:D I think we are going to have Adoption Announcement pics done in the next couple weeks and put it out there to the world..the internet may crash...hehehe We feel ready to tell but we want it to be a special way also. So we have some FABULOUS ideas for amazing pics to announce our girl! 
A nurse at Jim work asked today could she throw us a baby shower. I suddenly found it hard  not to cry. I dont know why...I guess I just thought I would never hear those words. A baby shower. For us. For our Princess LJG..wow. We did a registry at Babies R Us and that was SOOOOO fun!!!!! So 17 weeks to go...onward and upward right?..one day closer...