i always get my titles from whatever song is on the radio in my office..lol silly..maybe but theyre SO many wonderful quotes in music! So whats new with me you ask?
My birthday is the 16th.i am really having trouble wrapping my head around 31....31..3...1...I mean, i feel like i was just a freshman in college. terrified of life. but thought i had it figured out. stay up until 3am..go to class at 8...work at 4..repeat...whew..man a lot has changed. i think of my mortality now.Im not invincible. Im terrified of getting old, for the record. To imagine myself and my amazing husband old and gray...not able to do for ourselves like we do now. It scares me. im positive im not alone in that. Doesnt matter if you believe in God, buddha, whatever it may be. Growing old and losing years is scary. Anyway I digress..
Still on my weight loss journey. Today is weigh day..im 9 pounds so far...ready to hit that double digit. My scrubs feel looser...imagination or actuality, its a good feeling.
My awesometastic amazing super hot husband is taking me to Birmingham this weekend to see Wicked the Musical. This excites me to no end. 1-ive always wanted to see it and 2- it means he pays attention. Ive been throwing subtle hints for MONTHS. ok so sending him emails about it may not be subtle but whatev..it worked..:)
On the hunt for my brother in law a good woman..any out there?? hes a good guy, hard worker, and hes super handsome..but he attracts crazy girls. i swear. This last one was uber jealous, lazy, and uneducated. She was using him. Thats not cool. Oh, and she hated me. H-A-T-E-D me. Why you ask? because while in Germany with the Army, he had a penpal. a female penpal who is an actual friend of mine named Mandi. Mind you, mandi is stunningly gorgeous..but shes also a mom to twin boys AND engaged to the love of her life. She came down last weekend and i asked if hed like to meet her little fam..girl flipped out. I mean nutso. Of course the only ammo she had against me is my weight. why do girls do that? 'oh if you ran as much as your mouth youd be skinny'..really? Thats the best she had..*sigh* It didnt hurt my feelings. I dont know her. I met her once. To hurt my feelings, i have to care. She then proceeded to block me from my brother in laws facebook..blah blah...I dont like drama. im too old for high school crap. So instead of bashing her head in which seemed like a good idea, i called Don, told him the situation, and with in 2hours she was gone and life went back to normal. All because i asked him to meet an old *engaged* friend..so yea. Kudos to him for taking up for me when she was calling me all sorts of terrible things..thank God, she is gone..
Anyway..Mandis getting married in Aug..Wendys getting married in November..I have 4 friends pregnant. This is a busy year.Both of those girls deserve all the happiness given to them. Mandi, because she, like me, has dated abusive men. felt unloved. and truly thought shed never be happy. and wendy..because she saved me. When i needed saving from my ex it was her i called. her who gave me the wings i needed to say 'Im done'. And im eternally thankful to both of them. True friends are hard as hell to find in this world and i found 2. Imagine that...<3
Life is quite beautiful once you stop looking for the bad things and concentrate on good..
Im happy..and im going back to school next month..suck on that!
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