Tired.

Six weeks to go and I have been given a script for Xanax. I can't sleep. I'm trying not to 'stress eat'...everything this week is just a little over whelming. I just took some sleepy meds so hope in the morning I'my regular old self. ❤️ I wouldn't wish being this long jn an adoption on people lol though our birth mom is amazing this sucks. We matched in January so this seems like forever. Lennon looks great still. 17 inches ..4.11lbs so far...beautiful. But this momma needs to hold her baby. My arms ache. Looking for a brighter day tomorrow mentally ❤️