It's independence day...

Today has been an ok day...:) I did some soul searching...some grocery shopping...bought a new Coach purse..AND the first game of the season for Alabama...yep..all good..<3 With the soul searching came the realization I have seemingly outgrown some people. Jim says I'm too nice...yea probably true...if I love you I'll go to th ends of the earth for you...there are people I have done things for that would amaze you...yet they forget that. Maybe it's human nature. I realize I spent half my college years making sure my friends didn't get drunk and kill themselves...bailed them out of jail for duis...called the cops when their boyfriends choked them...went to a bar at 2am in my Jammie's to physically carry people home..(more than once..many friends..).threw away drugs when they wanted to quit..missed final exams because a friend needed me because she had been dumped..stayed up,holding a friend until 5 then in class at 8 because his girlfriend dumped him..told boys that they were going to be a daddy...I've told lies for friends..to their moms..their boyfriends..girlfriends..I've pulled mean girls off my friends..pieced thrown phones together..washed vomit out of hair...picked up broken hearts..Broken glass...wiped tears at 3 in the morning..went searching around town for boy/girlfriends who never came ome..I've even told friends they were being cheated on..ima good person. I'd be my friend. But I realized today that Jim is right. I'm too nice. I never asked for ANYthing in return of all these things. I remember all these things...but they remember none. And that's unfortunate. Truly. So after said soul search, I see those who completely unappreciate me..see only one thing I haven't done and not the hundreds I have..those who change who they are depending on who they are surrounded by...yep. So I'm getting the scissors out. If you're not a positive influence and completely supportive or offer some sort of happiness to mylife, I'm done. Im31 years old..married..I've got bills..infertility issues..working on my second bachelors degree.car payment..boat payment..two beautiful furry mouths to feed.. I'm an adult. So children...childish..drama queens..snotty bitches..or anyone who brings anything less than happiness to my life? Peace out for I'm too old for high school bullshit. I think humans should soul search more often...may learn something about yourselves. This is my epiphany of today. Goodnight moon. :) oh and I thank God every single day for my amazing husband. I believe HE is what I was given for all the good I've done..for that, I'm a lucky girl..