We're gonna fly away from here....

So random, but everytime I watch the Blind Side, I bawl. lordy..I cant help it..ANYWAY! Four days until my gall bladder gets ganked out. I am uber excited about this prospect but nervous. Seven surgeries. At my age, thats alot. But alas, I will feel better afterwards I hope because right now it SUCKS so much. I feel like Im having a heart attack every day pretty much along with constant nausea. F that. As for school, its going good..Im a JUNIOR college student for the second time in my life. Its interesting. And fun. And hard as hell. I have to write a 15 page Research Paper on something that is dear to me. So yea. You guessed it. Infertility. Im realizing how hard its going to be to write about. My professor approved my thesis with this note: "Mrs Graves, you broke my heart. I read your thesis and cried. As many, I know not much of infertility but look forward to a better understanding through you". Yep. Now I feel pressure to write an amazing paper. LOL. The word itself hurts to write. And unless youve been here, you wont understand, but I hope and pray someone learns from my research paper. We shall see..its been weighing heavily on me lately as yet another friend came out of the 'Im pregnant' closet. *sigh* Youd think itd get easier. Whatever, just one of those days I guess.

MOVING ON! The planned move...we will soon (within 6ish months) be resident of FLORIDA! This makes me happy. I am so ready. A brand new start is ALWAYS healthy. Not that i have anything bad to leave here. I love the Gulf. All my baggage was left in Troy and surrounding areas..lol I will miss my beaches here but Florida beaches are good too.. And having my best friend as my neighbor still? definite plus. Summer has been my rock since my wedding day last year. Looking at homes on an island down there right now, which is SUPER exciting! and a pool is a MUST! :) so big house..pool..fenced yard..epic bathroom with massive tub? Cant be TOO hard to find..ha. Dread the move itself tho..we have soooooo much stuff! an suv, car, truck, boat, 2 dogs, and a house FULL!Totally worth it though..So we are excited..more to come on that. SPECIALLY after I graduate next year. Lets just say the starting salary for my degree is nothing to scoff at..LOL nothing truly new besides that...I need to hit the bed, but its so hard to sleep nights when Jim is working..:( I miss my hot husband...;) not a bad thing..ha So anyway..rambling nonsense..time to drink half a bottle of pepto and take a sleeping pill..oh the excitement...Goodnight moon...